i feel depressed this past few days. so i made up this list to (hopefully) follow.
(it's a bad day when i don't even want to looklet, i.e., to style a model)
on financial matters:
1. don't overspend
2. pay my credit card in full
3. save 15-20% of my earnings monthly
4. get a health card
personal notes to self:
1. don't expect too much or
2. just don't expect anything.
3. live for the day
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i think i know why i'm depressed. i'm realizing and very slowly accepting that i want some things i didn't want before. wanting is bad. it makes one vulnerable. i don't want to want.
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